Hyper...?

I barely ate today....(in comparison to life before i started)...yet i was strangely hyper/uplifted...happy even? its as though my soul isn't weighed down by the food i know i shouldn't be eating...and i can FLY. Or atleast skim a few cm above the ground.
B: 1/2 avacodo and 1/2 tomato w/lime juice
L: small frys (burger king...EWWW 230 calories and 13 g fat!!!! wtf...)
S: large carrot w/2tsp peanut butter
S: TBA
D: TBA
not enough h2o...ugh forgot water bottle today =(

Thinspo

I want to be thin
i want a perfect body
and most importantly...
a perfect soul

But i go online...and look at the girls who have given in totally to Ana....and i want something better. I want something permanent. I don't want flabby thiness....i want muscled tightness. I want every muscle in my abs to stand out...to go with my amazing legs. I am an athlete...i use my body in every way. Thus i want to make it perfect. SO my inspiration...my thinspiration is....

THUS>>>
B: small bowel of groundmeat w/oatmeal
L: 2T peanut-butter w/oatmeal
S: same....with date sugar
S: 1/2 cup fried rice
D: 3 small pancakes, 1/4 piece of feta cheese, watermelon and 2T peanut butter

H2O : ...idk?

Outake:
areobic workout for 23 min

bad bad bad day....feel bloated and fat.....can't wait to get up tomorrow and seriously work out!

refuse to measure/photograph self till period is over...but homecoming is in two weeks, and i've got to atleast be started on my path to beautifulness